If only

If only I could: – find the right planner – buy the perfect work bag – discover the skincare that would stop my face from aging – get people to stop calling me ‘lady’ – become someone I’ve never been then, it would all be okay. Those are the stories I tell myself when the

Goodbye 2017

It’s the last day of 2017, and maybe it should feel more special, but it kind of doesn’t. Besides the global, political, and cultural that everyone else with a soul endured, this year was just another year. Today does, however, mark the end of calendar-year-firsts since my mom died, so I guess that’s something. I